Sep 23, 2010

She

She lay on her bed and stared at the ceiling. There was a feeling of shame and guilt at the same time. She knew she had to be strong but knew not how. There was an embarrassment that flooded her mind. She was afraid of looking at herself in the mirror. Her breathing was much too fast for her own liking. She wanted to jump in anger, though unaware of why she wanted to do that. It was not 'jumping in excitement' and the desire to do so made her doubt herself even more. She was unsure of things that were happening around her because her reality had been shifted. The gravity under her had been seemingly moved. She tried to shut her eyes and sleep it away but that was impossible for the images would flood her mind, without her consent. She just lay there staring up...

2 comments:

Kitten said...

Interesting. I think this is my first time commenting but I've been following your blog for a while now. Keep writing! :)

kittu said...

i guess thats how ppl feel when they are trying to make big decisions or wen their actions are going to change their life forever...