Apr 30, 2008

Forgive Me...

far away..this ship is taking me far away
far away frm the memories of the people who care if i live or die
Life always does that does'nt it?!Gives you moments of happiness...pure bliss!! and then just robs you of them...Gives you moments of sorrow and pain,which never leave you!!!Either you grow old too soon and lose all the memories or you never grow up and never mature and accept the bad stuff! Or else circumstances come in your way that force you to forget or remember.They might just haunt you.One incident.One day of one month four-five years ago.It does'nt leave despite it all..You only remember one image of someone.Someone close.Gone.You cant remember a day before or after.Just that.And the events of the day keep popping in and out of your head.Unwilling to leave you.And then a couple of smiles thrown in here and there.A good memory. A warm hug received from someone who genuinely cares about you. A good laugh with an old friend. Or just pissing off your friend and laughing at him..Things that make you happy..They "just do"...For some odd reason,none in particular,leave a smile on your face even in the worst of times. Cherishable memories. But you cant just forget the bad memories,can you?! That would just be running away from the reality of the situation.But yet,its so easy to try and forget. To hate the cause of the pain. But we have to learn..learn to forgive..learn to accept..to take it in our stride..When you lose someone you love and they say "its fine,you'll get over it soon".But you dont have to,and you should'nt! That "someone" deserves to be remembered..If something went wrong,forgive the person...But for now,i apologize.
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you.

3 comments:

krishna said...

i kind of disagree on some parts u know. i agree with that people r to be remembered and "That "someone" deserves to be remembered." but i dont feel u need to "accept the bad stuff!" tats how i live. i keep aside the bad stuff--like putting it in a box which has a hole. i forget the bad stuff and remember the good and only the good cos then my life becomes gud.

rohini said...

in d sense,u have to accept the bad stuff as well as the good..u cant just choose wat u want always..u put aside d bad stuff but maybe learn frm them rite?? in a way dats wat i meant by keepin it with u..

Naman Saraiya said...

I remember this day. And, i know what lead to this. It's amazing. :)