I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty because you can't understand
We're going down,and you can see it too
We're going down,and you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
I don't have what I need to feel strong and not alone.I am just going to take this road I have already started walking on for the place where I started from is now too many miles away.I have nowhere to go.I bear a life within me,an energy that's keeping me going.The last remainder of the zest I once had.I walk alone in the dark,not searching for anything,but hoping to move on.Treading on these strange paths of life is odd and hard without you.It hurts to take these steps ahead but I compel myself to.If there is another person in your life,you may as well be happy.Be happy enough for both of us.I cannot do it anymore for my memory has conveniently failed me.You've left me in a state where I know not the next right to take,whom to trust and confide in,whom to blame but myself.You were all that I had.I have struggled enough to make this work but I see no point now.I loathe the sight and thought of you.The you,whom I once knew.So distant,yet not the reason of my despair.Do not concern yourself with thoughts of me,a shadow in your past.Our roads diverge here and our own routes have been marked out.Do not look back for this love is not enough for you and all that I can give.I lack the things you desire but this is all that I am.Take it or leave.You already decided in your subconscience and now the action remains to follow the thought.Why am I even afraid to lose you when you're not mine?